Bitter Sweet Kiss from Hikuchi-hxk

Had problem with actionscript -sigh- other than that, I had to work with this thing in RUSSIAN!!! WTF O . o I'm wandering around blindly... probably I will up it on DA > ~ <

-April 14, 2009-
 
Happy Birthday Ryan, gosh your damn cute XD To be honest, he has a very charmy cheeks like buns which I bite on them ' ~ ^ I'm a bad aunty ' 3 '

-April 16, 2009-
I went to the park, that's something new. I start to going out more lately. Good change hehe XD and I some how became very scenic ' ~ ^


-April 17, 2009-
This is a totally awesome phone, my perspective anyway. Its cover is like the inside, only it's outside on surface. I thought that was pretty cool, but everyone right now is obsessing over Blackberry Storm... is iPhone no longer their top?
I got into reading stuff about women and the sexuality... like wah?!  TokiDoki is my best brand, like any other brand (Milan, Prada, Gucci, Dolce&Gabanna) TokiDoki is pretty cute, I totally died for that design XD Guess is oki too- their design aren't too bad. It's smexy- lol.
Aren't I girly? Ahaha- I just like the smell of some perfume, but I'm mostly drawn in by the design, looks, and fabul XD

-April 18, 2009-
I was at my friend birthday party ' > ' and we sat around playing card game for awhile. I thought this game was fun ' ~ ^ Red Apple - Green Apple lol.

-April 21, 2009-
I thought this was cute to posted up XD

In class with an old sub-teacher XD gosh my teacher was absence on the day I had question for him < . <

at least my writing hasn't change much TT ^ TT still too small for anyone to read, just look at the paper!!! Gah! Lol- like WTF why am I taking shot of my paper work?! Ahaha.

-April 23, 2009-
Me being scenic again XD ' ~ ' I find clouds and the early horizon looks. It's pretty gorgeous...

That evening I went out to play chalk XD I got chalks all over my face, only cuz my bro and I play tic-tac-toe. I lose to him that's why, it's part of the deal. Loser get smudges with chalks XD. I stick some flower onto a toothpick ' > ' it's pretty!

-April 24, 2009-
My brain just hit rock bottom cramming for test day, I really hate waiting till the last minute doing my studying and note... Finals will be coming soon- much sooner TT ^ TT I also don't enjoy doing note for other class when there's presentation! See? I I missed on a lot of stuff I might need to know < . < Life just stunk badly.

I aslo went kite flying to relief my day XD but also for a homework project, just adding little bit of twist to my kite fllying with FISHING POLE XD I did got a lot of start from adult...
Afterward, went home on my bike.
Playing Dynasty Warriors 6, I haven't been training Xiao very much lately. She's cute, but suck at low level.
Found some old pic on my pal myspace, appearently they did have some shot of me XD I missed my long hair, but donating it for cancer peoples was worthed XD And this was recent one at my friend Rach birthday party, can you tell which one I am? I'm the one that's picking up the cards XD
OMG, PRADA is YESSSSS!!!!

With these- of all my lovely junks. It comes down with a totallyy of... can you guess? Why yes yes- these are expensive things, my junks totally worth is $365. 39. It's not so bad, and its totally worth it. Love each and every single one of it XD *dies* Honestly, the expensive items are those DOUJINSHI!!! Cuz it add up pretty quick, lolz.

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★. A little RussiaxChina love ' ~ ^ yes yes- that's Russia and China with PANDA!!! Oh-my *faint*
I haven't yet finish with this pieces yet TT ^ TT sadly its still on stand by.

★. Ah- gosh, anatomy was horrible XD cuz it's like been so long since I've start drawing hands and ears and other stuffi that related with body figure/poses[yes, Russia hand suppose to be bend like that TT ^ TT]. Sunflower is in there, though you can't really see it clearly. Panda!!! Pwhee!

☆. More pix will come soon ' ~ ^ wait for me yah?

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Pwhee XD a new hair cut, which make my head feel much lighter than usual XD this hair make me looks more chumpi than usually. Omg, my head is like almost round... TT ^ TT *shoutout* I LOVE CHUU MOMMY!!!



I'm thinking of posting art work here now, ai ai yah! My oldest one, and I'm most proud of it outcome... the other one are suck TT ^ TT
Anh- you're totally right! I have not self-confident... deleting art works off DA!!! That does come back again...

The fact that I feel lonely again!!! Ahaha, I'm just a totally new person- not caring much about it. Woohoo! I'm so weird that is just a blast befriend with me XD if you think about it, I talk non-stop.

Secretively, I hate following around and act like I belong somewhere. The fact that it's just irritated me, to who knows what!!!

To be continue...

I'm feeling ill, in my mind I'm more sick than happy. Well keeping a happy face is what I'm good at- it's hard to deal with just few things in my life right now. Odd isn't it? I'm sorta sick of peoples right now, though I'm too attach to my close friend... even friends online as well. I guess you could say I feel ill enough to think I'm actually dead! *sigh* I'm thinking of something, and I can't seem to get an answer from it... there's so many possibility for answering it- but I can't seem to be satisfy over with just one simple answer. I don't need comfort, though I do wish to understand more to what that one thing I'm looking at...

Outrageously- I am confused! I'm not so motivate to befriend someone who think they're better than me, I often find myself giving too much effort and timing to get to know that person. It's frustrating me- I do bottle up those thought, but it tend to leaked and become more interfere to my happiness........

Maybe it's just me being me... I doubt it TT . TT
I promised a friend that I'll start writing/typing here(LiveJournal) more often- so, I will! Ah. I ran into a few trouble this year, it's horrible... (you might be reading this) I'm sorry, hope you forgive me.  I just don't seem to think thoroughly, so I do make big mess with friends. I manage to get through my life with them, my friends. So loosing them is a bit hard to take, but I guess is part of being punishment for my stupidity. Making friends are a lot more easier than loosing one- it's hard to make it up for the loss one...

I have been depressed- it's the turning point this year for me, I'm not sure... frankly I am so scare just being away and on my own. I don't ever think I'm ready for that, there's a lot of things going around in my mind right now. So I'm doing my best to focused on one thing at a time.

 

It's was terrific XD

I got Musou Orochi: Maou Sairin. My gosh the serpent king is back!!! And he's... err ' .  -

I got some cute fluffy stuff animal XD they're so adorable!

Apr 17 Siren
Sept19 Rukachan99
Nov 17 Minamino-hiei
Jan 22 Angi+Maria
Michelle
Rach

O . o I'm going to make this as my top design for Host Club party XD making a traditional Asian style cake... there's like nothing wrong with American cake- though they're so soft and squishy > x < mine will be crusty and crunchy ' ~ ' ahaha!

Ah XD I made a vid... I'm was inspired so much- though my motivation for my dj.... ' > ' so totally blown away ' ~ '
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fStjycQHcns

Time for Karasu ' ~ ' famous quote ' x '  !!! As for Gren ' o  - he's gender queer XD ahahahaha!

"Like I said, it isn't necessary for me to touch you. It's just one of the perks." 
O . o this by far the best quote EVER and it ACTUALLY come out of Karasu MOUTH!!! XD It's was extreme lust yet so hilarious *laugh-n-cry*

"You should take more care of your hair you know, do you condition it? You should take care of your body."
That was such a sexual asset ' > ' they're all so perverted hint of his little feely delly with Ku-chi ' ~  ' So hot hot hot.... yes, better than cute XD

"You know you can't stop me, but you continue to try all the same. That's what so appealing about you."

"You're either extremely brave, or extremely foolish. It's rare for anyone who has seen my capabilities to go through with fighting me. I'm curious to why you would subject yourself to this. Could it be something personal?"

"I have no interest in gardening.

"I've found that there's no greater rush than taking the life of someone you care for." -

"It's called tact, Kurama, you should consider using some."

"When I like something, I like to take it away. It give me a certain feeling, like pondering unanswerable questions. You don't reach the results you want, and you're swept with an empty despair that makes you feel alive."

001. all things to all men
002. amputation of pride
003. beliefs
004. blunt
005. clouded judgement
006. crush
007. curse
008. danger danger
009. do you believe in magic?
010. enemy camp
011. epiphany
012. favouritism
013. fight or flight
014. fighting blindly
015. fruit
016. Go
017. gold
018. goodbye
019. heart's armour
020. in case we die
021. incredibly incredulous
022. it started off like any other tea ceremony
023. it's funnier when you're drunk
024. it's not funny at all!
025. it's only a flesh wound
026. let me be your weapon
027. music
028. once under a red moon
029. our spirits are officially broken
030. perhaps
031. poetry
032. point of access
033. primitive
034. scandal
035. sharp blade, sharp mind
036. the stars are talking to me
037. the way I see it
038. this is why I'm the strategist
039. time? don't give me "give me time"!
040. tomorrow might be another day
041. tooth and nail
042. when push comes to shove
043. wine/whine
044. you will die and I will take over
045. you will never get to heaven if you break my heart